grrr!!!

7:45 last night. i had to finish my HRR, but i left my book at my grandparents' place. stupid!!! now i don't know what to do..still have 20 pages left for The God of Small Things..and i promised Kim i'll lend it to her right after HRR.

anyway, there...we just got home at that time...and i was just waiting for Gilmore Girls. i knew i had to work on my paper, but if i go to the net cafe, i'll miss the show. so i decided to just wait til it's done. saw a laptop on my brother's bed...went to ask him if it had a modem and if i could use the net for a while. he was watching something on tv and didn't want to be bothered. mamaya na raw. grrrr. he said he has to set it up pa, yaddayadda. so ano tingin nya sa akin, computer illiterate?!

when he was done watching, and i was in the middle of the show, he asked me if i had netcard...and i said i didn't...which was, of course, a lie. "e pano ko ma-checheck kung gumagana yung internet ng laptop?" grrr...i knew he was just trying to fool me around...but i gave him a card anyway. i still had those 1-hour demo cards from last novermber's fair. when i was done with my show, i asked him if he was gonna let me use already. "ummmm...may internet card ka pa ba?" kinda like saying "i used up the one you gave me...now you have to use another one." so i said yes. and then he said he'll just finish what he's doing, then let me use.

him: isang net card lang pwede mong gamitin ha.
me: huh? *thinks* (did he mean one kind?)
him: ang rami ko pa kasing gagawin.
ooooh! he meant, one hour...thinking that i was gonna use my demo cards as well! damn.
me: never mind! marami rin kasi akong gagawin e!!!
and i stormed out of the house with my papers and my diskettes. grrrr! i think mom saw me...and maybe, just maybe, she'll have the pc ready by next week.

went home a little before 12...and went straight to bed.

when i got up, i was trying to yell at my brother to set up the laptop for me. mamaya na raw pag gising sya. fuck! e mamaya, pag gising ka, hindi ka na magpapagamit!! grrrrr!!! that was so unfair!!!

i had to wait for 30 minutes, before he was finally convinced with my drama. grrrr!!! i swear...that's the last netcard for him...and he cannot touch my account. grrrr.

stupid brother. how insensitive!