ON STUPIDITY, FRUSTRATIONS, AND BITTERNESS

i'm supposed to write about last week's gimmik, tuesday's lunch, wednesday's lunch yaddayadda. erk. next time.

STUPID Math exam. errr...stupid me. i was born to like math...to love math! but i wasn't borng to memorize! sheeeesh! all the formulas were slipping away when i was taking the exam this morning! drrrrrr!!! DRRRR!!! and stupid ko! i was hoping i could get at least a 90 for that so i can catch up on my "ideal" grade. wala na. bleh!!! FRUSTRATED.

and my teacher asked us to listen to the radio yesterday from 8-9am. all he said was that it wasn't a jolog station. nyerrr. so after taking my physics exam yesterday, i took out my discman and started "hunting" for him. no luck. must have missed it. bleh. my classmate told me this morning that it was at Magic. akala ko naman kung ano...yun pala nag-promote lang sya with the UP Math Majors Circle for this year's Mathirang Mathibay (hey..i was part of that last year! and i actually wanted to join the org so i can participate in the said event! lol). so there. there was a bonus item about the radio station. that's 1 point for me. sheeeesh. pathetic.

oh...as i was jumping from one station to another, i found out that [her] radio station has changed....AGAIN. new format. new type of music. same crew. erk. pang ilang palit na kaya yun?!

BITTER? not! hahaha! my bowling scores yesterday were 78 and 85. pretty good. i think it was after my 3rd frame for my second game when i saw HER come in. tama bang bitbitin sya sa p.e. class??? result? my 4th frame was a 10! on the first (out of 3) balls! strike! (but erk...the next 3 balls were 0, 0, 2...so nasayang yung strike! bleh). hmmm. she's pretty. but nothing special. hahaha! bitter!!! i just left the bowling area really early. didn't even attempt to talk to him or to his groupmates. headed straight to Katipunan to have lunch with the Ateneans.

so anyway....after my Math exam this morning, i went home since i was feeling "exhausted" because of the stupid exam. i ended up surfing the net all morning. click click click. more clicks.
she's a sophomore in UP Manila. HS valedictorian. sings really well. religious (is active in church --protestant...they're churchmates, i suppose). "pretty". a "good" friend. everyone just loves her!

erk. i'm such an on-line "stalker" ...i think i'm pretty good in researching for (personal) information online. hacker too! erk. walang buhay. bleh.

i dropped by Mini-Stop on my way home. my purchase was worth P110. i gave the cashier lady a 1,000-peso bill. she asked if i had P10. so i gave her a 10-peso coin. she then asked me if i could wait a while since she still did not have any change. i said it was okay...i had to heat the pizza bar and fill my cup with mocha freeze anyway. so after forever, i was there waiting infront of the cashier for my change. she checked on my receipt...
stupid lady: 890 po diba (trying to get the bills from the cash box)
me: miss binigyan na kita ng 10 pesos.
SL: ha? wala...
me: binigyan kita. diba humingi ka sa kin ng 10 para 900 na lang sukli ko!
SL: alam ko 1000 lang binigay nyo e.
me: hinde, ikaw pa nga humingi sa akin e! 10-peso coin pa nga yung binigay ko sayo e! (i was getting mad!)
SL: (checks on the cash box) wala pong buong 10 pesos dito..but anyway (sorta telling me na "you can get your friggin p10!")
me: binigyan kita. syempre nasukli mo na dun sa iba. ang tagal tagal ko na ngang naghihintay dito hindi mo pa ko masuklian!
SL: GANUN PO TALAGA. kasi wala kaming pang sukli. (taray tone while counting my change)
i grabbed the P900 and left. i was so pissed. i don't care about the friggin 10 pesos. nakakainis lang kasi ang stupid nya! their service sucks big time! drrr. DRRR! STUPID.

oh, yesterday's episode of The Amazing Race was just fantastic...not only because it was the first part of their trip to the Philippines. basta! next time! hehehe...out of topic. :)

erk.