what if you finally realize that what you've been praying for for the past 4 months will never come?
sigh...
i'm such a brat. i usually insist on getting what i want.
i guess i have to deal with nothing right now.
i can't have everything.
maybe it's actually better this way.
when i was asked, i answered with a "no...but hopefully."
Reality bites. "NO"
I've been watching you and all you do
For quite some time
Knowing all the ins and outs of you
I should've known what was on your mind
But all the world is spinning round and round
Inside my head tonight
I will fall into the darkness
And I fear I will never see the light
So let me in
All that I wanted from you
Was something you'd never do
So let me in
Oh please tonight
Don't let this end
Tonight
I'll Fall
Through no light the darkness seems to be
So very strong
How does one alone against the world
Find the strength to carry on?
What happened to the way we used to love
It seemed as though life had just begun
But now that love has come and gone to fade away
Like the setting sun
Coz you won't let me in.
--Save Ferris, Let Me In
one of my current favorites.
ugh. frustrating.
